||[03 Jul 2006|09:41am]
So first, here is the rest of my week:
Tues: First day of work. The kids are pretty sweet, but a LOT of work. But they like me, which is good, and they made a "Liza fan club" for me. PS I'm a camp counselor. In the eve, I decided to forsake my social life and play SIMS until 1am.
Wed: Terrible day at work. Went rollerblading, whcih was fun, and then one of the kids got a nosebleed and it was not good. After work, I went to Deirdre's house to hang out with the QRTT. We watched Four Weddings and a Funeral which sucked.
Thurs: work work workity work. Katie's birthday party. Then off to Cheryl's for four square/mafia/all around good time.
Fri: workkkkkk. Drove to Derek's, then he drove to my house, then QRTT+Derek saw really girly movie.
Sat: Watched Portugal vs. England with Derek, then went to Cleo's to watch Brazil vs. France. Then Deirdre, Cleo, Amira, and I went to Watchung Reservation and walked around, and went on the playground, and then the four of us + Derek went out to Applebees, which was followed by Tepper's (or Temper's, as Deirdre likes to call him) party, which was a good time.
Sun: Went to Sandy Hook with the QRTT, I did not get tan. Went to Yvonne's parents' barbeque, ate everything in sight, played soccer barefoot in the very heavy thunderstorm, got a little crazy.
OK, moving on to a more deep subject. This summer is going totally great, and the more I hang out with various people, the more I realise that this is exactly where I want to be - I've become that person I always wanted to be when younger. I remember in 10th grade, Yvonne and I would always whine about not going to parties, not having any exciting guy friends, not doing the typical teenage thing. Some people have a negative view of this, like, why would you want to spend your life just drunk and doing stupid things, but I disagree. And now, I'm having the time of my life, I go to parties, hang out with (mostly the quartet but also) a good mix of people, people actually know who I am. I have suddenly, within the last, oh, 2 months, become everything I'd wanted to be, and didn't really have to try hard to get to this position. I'm not bragging, I'm just in awe of this. And I'm sad that this will all end soon.
In other news, I got my APs because Wesleyan gives them out early, and I'm super excited because I got 3 fives (and 2 fours).
And in other other news, my relationship is really slowly going down the drain. I really wish we would both try harder to save it. It really hurts me, and it's terrible to be in a relationship that's deteriorating, but at the same time, I don't want to leave it because I do love him.
But apart from that, life is good.